hmm.. kinda sianns nehh hmm..
actually wanna go shopping together with darling..
den haiyorhh.. kinda disappointed nahh.. dun wanna sae liaos
hmm..haiyahh.. budd.. can understand nahh.. =)) nvm nors hor fidel ?

i miss him so so so so so much.. today finally saw him..
gosh.. i love hugs
sobs.. im kinda upset today.. so maybe a lil ding dong hor..
cried cried & cried hahas tml eyes swollen =.=
sobs.. dunno why he suddenly say wad.. " i dun really need love now "
i felt so hurt -

i duno i dunno wad he talking he dun nid mie le ? but he said he really love mie he still needs mie..wads he talking about ? im like trying to be understanding le mar..
not like i din do anything sobs..

hmm.. I LOVE STARBURST JUICY FRENZY !!!! (SOBS eat finish liao...i wan ~)
I LOVE MY LEONLEON DARLING !!!

COUNTING DOWN ;; 6 days to ma burfday.. will he be the one ? muack i'll owaes love you ~

uhh.. gotta clarify hahas
the post arhh "I LOVE YOU !!! DARLING DEAR !!! MUACK !!! "
I DIN SAE I LOVE YOU TO MYSELF !!! T-T
hahas is darling leonleon post derh.. hehe so cute.. notti b0ii =))

hmm.. darling today trade show.. so busy orh ^-^
i miss you so much lehh !! heheh
hmm..elaine so sad today.. keep crying
den i change place with xingdan go comfort her..
haiy0rh.. see her so sad.. den tink of holiday period derh mie..
sobs sobs.. hmm but its over =DDD
wo aii ni so much darling !!

hmm.. i no appetite.. one whole day also nv eat .. ytd also lidat..
i dunno why.. i no appetite at all.. den jus now gastric..
haiyorh.. den darling force me eat >.< color="#ff6600">at least he worried about mie hees make me so happy hehehe
but really very pain lehh hahas..

den afterdat i darling so good.. suddenly msg sae wanna come pei mie eat
make me so so so so happy until like ki siao lidat.. cos i one whole week nv see darling lerh..
i really missed you so muuucccchhhhhhh ssoobbss
but in the end.. also din meet nors =(
but nvm nahh..its okay .. hor fidel ?
at least he tried to make it up.. sae wanna come fetch me after school tml..=))
happier a bit hehe but still kinda.. disappointed hmm.. nvm nahh
i miss you i miss you i miss you !!!!

COUNTING DOWN ;; 7 DAYS TO MA BURFDAY..
i really hope he can pei mie on ma burfday.. or else.. i really dunno wad to sae lerh... =))

wahh. today i so happy lehh.. darling
gave mie a shock wors...
he suddenly msg mie
"so ke lian .. darling must be so lonely ..hehe tonite i call you at 10 + den we talk until 12 kayys ?"
wahh den i was like so taken back lor..
darling very long very very long.. never so nice lerh lehh really so so so nice lehh..
SO HAPPY SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COUNTDOWN ; 8 MORE DAYS TO BURFDAY // who'd spend it with mie?? hehe

=P

I LOVE U!!!! DARLING DEAR!!! MUACK!!!

hahas wahh.. i very very very tired now >.< time ="))" color="#ff0000">HAPPY MIE , im becoming mie again =))
the happy happy lil girl at heart <3

hmm..jus now come back got bear send mie wahahas
den i reach home dat time
darling suddenly msg mie sae.."darling where are you?"
darling worried leh...
i so happy nehh!!! hehe!!

i wanna i wanna be happy
i wanna i wanna hug hug you sssooo tight nehh!!!

COUNTDOWN ;; 9 days to my birthday who spends the day with mie??
i really hope i really hope hope hope ,
that'll be the best day in my life =)))

gastric pain , cramps owwso painful sobs
nobody sayang mie hug hug mie I WAN DARLING !!! WAAAAAAA ~~

hahas i wanna i wanna ..
i wanna have fun
i wanna go snowcity with darling
i wanna go see doggie with darling
i wanna smile with darling
i wanna i wanna be happy =))
im so happy jus thinking of us hehe
crazy us at science centre >.< color="#cc33cc"> there will be a happy future =))

im happy im happy =))
im so totally in a good mood hahas
& i jus dun noe why hehe weirdy mie

i noe why lerh...

cos darling today so good.. he call mie lehh..
so auto orhh.. ima happy happy happy happy lil soul ~
whee ! hahahas

dere a person name sparco care alot abt mi
does he ??

wahh.. so pain... gastric.. cramp..so sickstupid cramp

i hope he comes home quick oww

COUNTING DOWN ; 1o DAYS TO MA BIRTHDAY the qn. remains who would celebrate it with mie? will i be surprised? its happy tinking of my birthday =)) im gonna have a bbq party anyway on sunday bahh whee HAPPY + HAPPY + HAPPY + HAPPY

why am i crying ? i promised myself no tears
please STOP
the cut is getting bigger
i need him to put mie back
ALL BACK

hey ppl.. yay.. darling into semi =)
happy budd worried hahas
wahh.. 30 mins after the results are out.. no call
nahh its ok not like im complaining i noe he must be busy
loray teach mie derh must use some UNATURAL WAY to keep myself sane lolss

"psyco-ing urself tat hestill lyks euu, wich jus might remain true, even if it's nort true oready, psyco urself he's still in love.. after a while, ur heart will lead euu out of HURT" copy & pasted accordingly arhh.. hahas everybody loray taught mie dis bbaahahas

yea i shd psyco myself ,he really loves mie he only loves mie he loves mie he doesnt love mie out of pity no he doesnt .

im so PATHETIC.

HAHAS wads wrong with mie i carn find mie i really cant findmyself
im sinking i wanna find myself BACK

darling i love you i'll never give you up
ur far too deep in ma heart to be taken out by now
i cant let go at all no i cant

i need him to bring mie back bring the happy,gentle, cheerful hyper mie back
bring mie back .
he loved the old mie not the shitty mie now

countdown;; 11 days to my birthday yeah ''ho'd spent ma special day with me ?

uhh jus back from camp huh..
THE CITY BAYVIEW HOTEL
d0rt dumb dumb air con there so cold
caught a cold lerhh.. dripping nose sobs
so fun hahaas jian xiong very funny keep making mie luff hahahs
in the coach play until i luff like ki siao kaos dis camp i knock my head real HARD LIKE TWICE OR THREE TIMES so pain oww..
dumb dumb sia

today went to watch mr & mrs smith with darling i miss my old leonleon
i miss him terribly
sometimes i hope so much i can just jump back to the past //
I WAN HIM BACK SO BADLY
really so badly im driving myself nuts HAAS

IM STRONG
NO MORE TEARS FER MIE
i'll be waiting ; for his arrival my dearest love one .


counting down ;; PLUStoday , 13 days more to my burfdae =)
wondering who i would spend my burfdae with -

im feeling miserable ='(

but

*kicks away all horrible feelings ARBISH*

tml im gonna cook & bring to sko0l fer my darling =))
he's ma baby ALL MINE ;; nobody can take his ("v") away from mie
im gonna hold to his heart tight & strong

im feeling miserable ='(

*tries to kick away all the horrible feeling ARBISH*

tml i wanna cook for darling & bring it to sko0l for darling =))
he's my baby darling all mine ;; nobody could take him away
hugg-able ''

he made my day the best , looked at mie & sang
and he spoilt my day with some dumb msgs with some
FREAKO DUMB FAN & he promised he wun reply already
HOW TO TRUST? ("\BR0KEN HEART/")
DUMB ARSE FAN ASK FOR NUMBER SOMEMORE F UCK OFF LAS